foolhandy

I noticed earlier in the term how Tuesday had become the new Sunday in my life. The working ’til late, the nervousness, the poor night’s sleep. It’s worse than it ever has been though. Although I know exactly what I’m going to be doing today, and only have a list of resources I have to source in order to be ready, I just couldn’t settle last night. I woke up several times and had all sorts of things, not necessarily school related, whizzing throught my head. I’m not sure exactly why this is although I have my suspicions that’s it’s to do with levels of expectation. This is all well and good, but not if I sleep so badly that I’m tired for the whole of Wednesday. I’m going to have to sort out ways of dealing with it.

I received a call from Select Education yesterday offering me one day a week’s work in a school in Colchester. On Fridays. I called them and said I was interested but reminded them that I was already working on Fridays. They said they’d see if there was flexibility at the school concerned and get back to me one way or the other. I await news.